Thinking about not having Kihei in my life



Every night


Snuggled against me


Kihei's soft snores


Are comforting


But my presence


Comforts her, too


How will I face


Her not being there


Every morning


To reassure me


That getting up


Is worth it?




Perhaps it's better


For her


That she leaves me first


Not the other way around


Either way


I think about the imminent heartache


Every day